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[26 Sep 2006|05:30pm] |
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When people ask me why I never smile, I tell them theres no reason to.I feel that basically the world has turned to crap, and we aren't doing anything at all about it.I feel that thats nothing to be proud of and if anyone smiles while at the same time just watching the world ruin and doing nothing, they need some serious help.
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[26 Sep 2006|01:30am] |
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got this off a website (I had been looking for something like this-amy talking about ben):
"But it all came crashing down in October 2003, when Ben Moody, the band’s guitarist and Lee’s co-songwriter, decided he’d had enough and quit the band mid-tour. It was a doubly painful blow for Lee; she and Moody had been best friends since 1994, when they met at a church summer camp. The pair dated briefly but eventually grew to be more like siblings- a rock and roll Pugsley and Wednesday. Lee soldiered on after the split, insisting it was a long time coming and best for everyone, but at the time she was devastated.
“I don’t hate Ben,” she says today, eyes glistening. “I just don’t ever want to speak to him again. He was truly kind of poisonous. Some people just aren’t good for you- it doesn’t mean they’re Satan, but you can’t have them in your life.” She says they haven’t spoken in nearly two and a half years, since the night of their Grammy triumph. Moody has left her a few voicemails, but she doesn’t respond. “It’s manipulative. We need to just live our separate lives.”
Lee has been staring intently at her fingernails, slowing chipping away at the dark blood-red polish. Suddenly she looks up, embarrassed. “Wow, I’m being so bad right now. I’m going to burn for it. I’m going to get a pig heart in the mail from his mother after this interview. But it’s the truth.
“Relationships are fascinating to me,” she continues. “You pour your heart into someone, share everything, and it feels so good at first. But then you realize, “I am completely vulnerable. This person can destroy me.’ That inspires me.” "
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[25 Sep 2006|02:26am] |
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evanescence |
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People really tick me off sometimes...
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[24 Sep 2006|12:59am] |
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I feel as if someone is hammering my jaw...this is not fun.
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[24 Sep 2006|12:17am] |
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WARNING:when reading my journal you may come to the conclusion that i am insane...don't.
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